INNER LIGHT

Now how did all of this come about. Monica was the cause. See I used to date her at the school. And it was a rather crushing blow to hear she had passed away in October of 1990. Then Marc followed shortly after in June of 1993. He was mostly a pest and a bully. Though we were friends for a while we never really seemed to click well. We clashed over religious views. He thought he was right and I knew he was wrong. Thats the end of that. He was a five point calvanist. In other words living torment if you know one. Almost breathing is a sin. That got on my nerves. More than even you can imagine.

With Monica the story is very different. We even attended camp in the summer together. It was stunning how we would end up at the same place at the same time every year. Almost magnetic. Not to mention Scary as hell. How it happened so often. And one year we ended up at 2 camps together. One a Christian camp for the Blind and the normal one Camp Beacon Lodge for the Blind just outside of Lewistown Pa. If you think the Trip to Pittsburgh Is fun Try being the Driver in a van with 10 kids all having to use the bathroom every four minutes. The other one was in a valley somewhere. Who knows I was not looking. And I know I cared even less. By the way I pestered the Drivers that took us to Beacon Lodge so much the fed me to shut me up. Kind of nice at least I got food.

As for Monica We melded well together. How odd that sounds but it is true. At least for a time we did. Until she left the school in the early 1980s. Then we lost contact. There were so many influences that came from the school. That projected
what I would become. Not to mention how I would act when it happened. I have always had Psychic intuition. Its a skill just about everyone has. you just dont know it yet. but I think it is most prevalent in Kids. And as you get oder you loose the skill. Or just stop paying close attention to it.