INNER LIGHT

I would say my life at the school was charged in many ways. By those who I knew. Though since I have been there. It has changed much. My last set of pictures from the school had most of the older look to them. One picture in particular caught my attention. it was taken in the lunch room. I had as it was very few pictures of that era. But this one was of Cindy Fleehr. Who also was a student of the school for a few years. The picture shows her beautiful blue eyes. Very vividly. Someting odd for the type of camera I was using at the time. I also used to assist her Gym class that year as an assisstant to the teacher. Like I note many times I had chances in life to excell and wasted them. Well Thats changed. I am using this psychic side of myself to the best of my knowledge. Though it is r ough to do. I pull out all the stops when it comes to this I will not fail at it. I willl give it the effort I can put into it whenever I can. Shaping my life was easy. At least for the School it was. The unexpected part was the level of attachment I got from it. Like I said before Those at the school became family. When you lost one it was like a brother or sister moved away. Or when one passes on its like the loss of a normal family member. Such as brother or sister. I went to this school from age 9 1/2 until age 18. So what happened was normal. Or at least it felt that way to me. I do not know too many of the students I used to go to school with. Being that I live a good distance away from them. I am still hunting for Cindy Fleehr. And Hope to find her one day. As well as an entire list of people. Well in 1993 I began to just dabble in the areas of contact with the spirit exsistence. Reading mostly books about what it was. And listening to all of the religious pundits knock down those who did it. I decided to try contacting a spirit. The one I chose was Monica first then Marc. The reason I chose Monica was due to the fact she was Female. I felt if she had a wrath it would be mild. Being that she was gentle in her Physical life. Now my contact with her still goes on today. I can even communicate with a spirit while it is still in a physical body. Quite the gift indeed. But it has its hang ups just like anything else does. Most annoying ones at that. I would tell you how I made contact. But I am not in the habit of making huge mistakes like that. This can be very dangerous work. It can cause a person great anguish and harm especially mentally. You have to realize that the spirits are just that spirits. They have intellegence out the wahzoo. And they know just about everything there is to know. Whether they will tell you what you want to know is up to them.